Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Outsmarted!!!!!!!!!

I think after ages I've been outsmarted and there is nothing much I can do to gain a foothold back... I was thinkin for sometime that I should get back to the person who out smarted me.. but then hey you don't win always... !!!!!!

The saddest being that I've been outsmarted when I expected the least.. atleast I would have been prepared to take it head on but alas being in a remote place doesn't really help the cause... 

But I've promised myself.. I'll get over it and start all over again!!!!!! " Hey just one life and live it to the fullest" and when people come and people go.. Guess I've just got to fend for myself and thatz the only way I can ahead!!!!!!!!!

To believe or not to believe??????

Many a times I believe that I'm at crossroads with friends, folks and my own life. And I've always tried to figure out where this is headed to or whatz it gonna be few years down the line or even a decade later. Most of the time I think most of it will remain the same and we all would have just grown older. But yeah I think I'm always brought to reality with what happens around me.. Though I would love to believe that things will always be rosy.. guess it aint' the same... 

Off late I'm at crossroads for one particular issue which I don't want to mention so as to protect the privacy issues. But it makes me wonder, do people have to always LIE???? I mean I've always believed in taking it head on, be it my boss, my folks, my bro, my friends, my ex-girl friends... But now I'm in a fix.. I think the person concerned is lyin but I'm just not in a mood to deal with it.. I think I should just let it go and time take itz own course and hopefully the person would realize that it ain't worth lyin end of the day..

But definitely one thing for sure..The person would never again gain my trust... not that we can't do without each other but just hoping someday when we cross our ways I only wish the person realizes the damage it has done to the relationship...